I wanna see you when you come home I wanna feel like the real thing You're making deals but they're no good Sometimes it feels like an ending You think it's easy but I can't stop I've got a feeling that I can't shake I'm counting sheep with the lights off I'm counting steps as you walk away I wanna sleep but I'm wide awake You don't wanna hear about it My own voice is alive You're still fine here without me I can't seem to figure it out I wanna be there for the long haul I'm scared to tell you what I really think I could've told you there was something more I'd be lying just to see you sing It's never easy when you're so close I'm feeling better when I'm far away I'm hearing voices through the thin wall It's not enough to make me wanna stay You don't wanna hear about it My own voice is alive You're still fine here without me I can't seem to figure it out You don't wanna hear about it You're still fine here without me