Yeah
Hear my heart
Go
Been struggling for way to long
They told me just be patient hold on
God only gives his battles to the strong
I've been feeling weaker all along
And the weight of this world on my shoulder keeps weighing me down
Cause I know exactly who I am when no ones around
Daydreaming more than sleeping lately
I've been grinding way to hard I need at least a maybe
I've been looking for a way out so before I break the law I'm God to send a payout
Take a long look at my own life
I give the best but I struggle to take my own advice
Often times it's like I'm lost inside my own mind
I feel around to find a way out I can't seem to find yeah
But I know that it's there
Cause I helped a couple people find they way out of here
For some reason when it's me it's hard for me to see clear
Maybe it's the fact I've fallen way to deep into fear yeah
Been struggling for way to long
They told me just be patient hold on
God only gives his battles to the strong
I've been getting weaker all along
And the weight of this world on my shoulder keeps weighing me down
Cause I know exactly who I am when no one around
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever get it
A lot times I sit and wrestle with my own afflictions
Not one to talk much but often times it's hard to listen
I spend to much time overthinking its hard to pay attention
I'm wrestling with demons I thought I defeated
Fighting fights behind these smiles
I've learned to hide my feelings yeah
Check on the people that be checking on you
The silent sufferers you putting all that pressure on to
Nonchalant my whole demeanor moves quietly
Screaming matches in my mind that I just suffer through silently
My frustrations at a boiling point
I got tears bottled up I feel like breaking the joint but I
Can't
Cause I'm the one who's supposed be strong
The one God shined His light on
They tell me darkness don't last to long
Well I'll be happy when this light's on
Been struggling for way to long
They told me just be patient hold on
God only gives his battles to the strong
I've been getting weaker all along
And the weight of this world on my shoulder keeps weighing me down
Cause I know exactly who I am when no one around
The weight of this world on my shoulder keeps weighing me down
I know exactly who I am when no one around