It's so hard to live so far Go home for 2 weeks And then have to leave Oh, am I killing them? Do they resent me? For being so free And choosing to leave Your happy man in a golden mean isn't smiling all the time Your happy man in a golden mean isn't smiling all the time I used to drive to stay alive Until this one day, I saw a trailer The horses all fell out, all over the freeway The ground steaming with blood It was raining and muddy Your happy man in a golden mean isn't smiling all the time Isn't smiling all the time Isn't smiling all the time Isn't smiling all the time Isn't smiling all the time Every man, bad as a child And it keeps for a while I think that I'm still a child I think that I'm still a child Your happy man in a golden mean isn't smiling all the time