Everything and everyone is gone In the aftermath of my free fall, The world is a finite man made game Devoid of color as it cools down To sit in the waiting room Fixated on the day that never came The worlds a man made game Anticipate all that has to be, will be Hands on the gate staring down the hall to the future The only one i'd take Rational or not the world slips under my fingers Be it love or fear Do you believe In all your infinite forms That it could really come? Perfection you conceived, unable to bend Did you really believe That the earth circles the sun forever? Wondering if or when So here it is The anti climatic nothing ridden end That we felt but left ignored Keeping faith stubbornly in this stupid locked in dead end fantasy While the ship was slowly leaving You can't stop time, The more you try the more you're left behind To be trampled by a crowd of your own successors Chasing the things you once thought that you owned While you're begging them Wait for me I challenged that which always will move as it moves In it's universal truth Cyclical She'll fly forever So far beyond that we may appear again Best left future tense than to fail As my window to the sky closes I'll cling to the dream So if i could just die while I Still see the colors as it cools down Before we shift our heads again Clockwise to the next compromise Arms extended, death-grip ready Asking if or when Begging if or when