Right
Knew the sacrifice was made, once they murdered my family
I was holding back my tears, don't my cousins to see me
Swear he haunts me till this day, so that i never quit rapping
Cant let em'
Know i feel pain
So many looking up to me
They tried to gimmie' me that xanax
They know that I'm a loose cannon
I wish my problems would vanish
Mom want the world so i plan it
Im slowly dying she panicked
Coulda' lost my dreams of a phantom
Im tryna' make this life happen
To feed my family
Don't they notice i been grindin'
I'm grindin'
Every time i try to surface
They try to drown me
My mom struggle, yeah she cryin'
I'm trying
Been waiting for them to sign me
But they ain't signing
Don't they notice i been grinding'
I'm grindin'
Yeah they always throwin' shade when they see me shining
Tryna' lock me in a cell
Cause they know I'm trying
Been waiting for them to sign me
Now i ain't signing
Miss your chance if you blink
In my zone, what you think
Mixing pain with that penny
And its one hell of a drink
You could ride in my memory
If you don't then you sink
I'll end up fading away
My mind is running away
Got no time to play
They always tryna' get in my way
Im tryna' get paid
Im tired of getting minimum wage
I don't let em' phase
My last job was complaining I'm late
They know that I'm great
Just hop on my wave
Don't they notice i been grindin'
I'm grindin' (I'm grindin')
Every time i try to surface
They try to drown me (They try to drown)
My mom struggle, yeah she cryin'
I'm trying (I'm trying)
Been waiting for them to sign me (Been waiting for them to sign me)
But they ain't signing
Don't they notice i been grindin'
I'm grindin' (I'm grindin')
Yeah they always throwin' shade when they see me shining (Shade when they see me shining)
Tryna' lock me in a cell
Cause they know I'm trying
Been waiting for them to sign me (Been waiting for them to sign me)
Now i ain't signing
Don't even sign
They don't even sign me
Why they never sign me
They don't even sign
They don't even sign me
Why they never sign me