I am drunk with only A pint of nostalgia Embedded within me Shadows follow me closely Plunge me with every action Back to a fictive cozy Left to fantasize too long It's time I broke my bonds And saw through the fog All that I had given then The devotion and ardor Is dust and nothing more Who lied first, was it me or them? The lies I convinced myself by Whose is this past, forsaken? It was mine, I lived a fucking lie I am drunk with only A pint of nostalgia For a time I didn't see Sentimental atrophy And you wouldn't even try To tell me the truth Can you give me back those years Of innocence and youth Can you heal the wounds Now that it's all over with This world that you razed freely Will be rebuilt with All the pain that you left in me Who lied first, was it me or them? The lies I convinced myself by Whose is this past, forsaken? It was mine, I lived a fucking lie