My ego has led me here Unhinged and let down A constant fear of the dark Uneasy all day and night Falling behind Pay my dues again Barely get by this time (No way to make amends now) I just wanna survive and live my life No hate, no lies One step closer I just wanna survive and kill the fire That burns my mind Taking two steps back I just wanna survive and live my life No hate, no lies One step closer I just wanna survive and kill the fire That burns my mind And I'm back at square one Afraid that frostbite will be my doom Always beneath freezing point My pride subdues me, faint heart and soul Losing my chance to bring back control Falling behind Pay the price again Barely get by this time (Keep on walking the fine line) I just wanna survive and live my life No hate, no lies One step closer I just wanna survive and kill the fire That burns my mind Taking two steps back And I'm stuck in the mud where I belong My future's gone Flames are growing I got nowhere to run, nowhere to turn Can't change the past I am on the edge