Beat me down until I'm nothing but blood and pulp
Lay me to rest before I give in
Kill me before I do it myself
God never answered and never will
Reap me of my soul and put me 6 feet under
Leave my body cold
Every bridge I built just collapsed in flames
Every time I open my eyes
I feel like painting the walls with my brains
I feel like I'll paint the walls with my brains
If I had any I'd use them to make up and reign supreme
Now I'm left in agonizing pain
This knife it calls to me
Begging to see me bleed
These habitual tragic thoughts
They beg to see me bleed
And as they get stronger
So does my lust to bleed
Oh God nothing would satisfy me better
Than to see myself fucking bleed
And I've spent my fucking life this way
How I wish people feel the fucking same
Beat me down until I'm nothing but blood and pulp
Lay me to rest before I give in
Kill me before I do it myself
God never answered and never will
Reap me of my soul and put me 6 feet under
Leave my body cold
Every bridge I built just collapsed in flames
Every time I open my eyes
I feel like I'll paint the walls with my brains
I feel like I'll paint the walls with my brains
Just hate the beginning
I've thrown it all away