Looking for something I can't reach
I'm so tired
Searching for another reason to exist
Tired of being just a thing
But now I'm not in the right place,
Not at the right pace, facing a death race
Falling, begging, searching for nothing
I'm not even a fool, I'm just a man who wanna live
Where is the day when my faith was burning?
Chasing no dreams, taking some pills, losing my ease
This is a life that I just can't hold
I'm loosing my grip
'Cause I'm falling appart, falling apart
There is no return
This is always the same hall with no way out
Tearing myself with my mind burnt
Now I am in the right place,
Still in the same race fighting this menace
Hurting, screeching, hearing the same thing
I'm just a fucking slave, always doing the same mistakes
Always the same regrets, fearing my faith is just fake
Facing my feels, bending my knees, faking my dreams
Leaving my own ideals, keeping my lunacy, thinking my life is not real
I fear my own self saying
I'm leaving my faith in hell
I'm keeping my faith in hell
Chasing no dreams, taking some pills, losing my ease
This is a life that I just can't hold
I'm loosing my grip
'Cause I'm falling appart, falling apart
There is no return
This is always the same hall with no way out
Tearing myself with my mind burnt
There is no return
This is always the same hall with no way out
Tearing myself with my mind burnt
I'm leaving my faith in hell
I'm keeping my faith in hell
Looking for something I can't reach
I'm so tired
Searching for another reason to exist
Tired of being just a thing