I'm still filled with hate, it's coursing through my veins. I still grit my teeth, rotting above the ground. I'll still scream at night paralysed with no sleep but I'm alive, another victim of humanity. It feels like we're all numb. The faceless masses waiting for defeat, Waiting for something. We're all listless drowning in our own apathy. Overwhelmed by the desire to sink into ourselves. It's like quicksand. Do you hear it? The sirens song? It seems like we're all moving backwards, all actors pretending to feel okay. Suffocated by the sirens call to fall. Content with one foot already in the ground. I'm still filled with hate, it's coursing through my veins. I still grit my teeth, rotting above the ground. The faces tell of the burden but the eyes show the lies. Cowards, suffer in your discontent. Suffer in your burning beds. Just another victim of humanity. Closer to peace, closer to death.