Welcoming the thought of leaving you behind In this desperate place I've been dreaming in the dark Praying to a false light Feeling unworthy of grace Sadness consumes this space The shadows that have been cast linger over my dreams What has become of me? A specter to haunt these walls A ghost leading me to my end The feeling of degradation My annihilation Forced to accept the fate Presented to me like it's destiny A self-fulfilling prophecy Where does it go from here? Abandoned; left to wander Searching for a friend A place to call a home again Hopeless I look towards the sky Yearning for a sense of wholeness A purpose behind these eyes Admiring the beauty of this imperfect world A peace I can observe Somewhere I can relate my faults to Out of the dark Enveloped in light Finally able to see the path laid before me Determined to find a way Out of the dark