Maybe there's a universe in my head
Maybe I just need to be put to bed
Maybe I just want to take back what I said
Shut my mouth and surf the swell 'til I'm dead
But it's a hell of a life, so never say never
And it'll get much worse before it gets any better
And I don't need a segue if you don't feel the same way
'Cuz I'll pack my shit and I'll be gone
I'm not your pawn
Contrary to popular belief, I'm not just here for comic relief
I've got a mind that I must speak
I've seen the beauty, I just had to take a peek
But what the hell do you get by making me your target?
Your frustration's not my own
I'm not your clone
As long as I'm running, I shouldn't get caught
Ideas and experiences so far from what I thought
No time to stop and contemplate this opportunity
'Cuz if I do my hesitance will forever haunt me
The effort spent to tread the river is blown potential left to shiver
So stuck in my own head
I grasp to lead but still I'm led