I don't wanna talk about it
I keep my head down walking straight
Zoning out the world
Turning up my music louder
So many voices in my head man
Fuck it's crowded
It's like there's nowhere to escape ya
I'm surrounded
With all this hate and this doubt
That's been dragging me down
To a darkened abyss
Where the lost can't be found
I need to be quick if I plan to get out
Cuz if I am not careful then here I will drown
Ya
Treading in that deep water
And I can see you sharks down below me at the bottom
Circling with patience and waiting for a mistake to be made
Cuz once I make that mistake ya I'm a fuckin goner
And its a bit of a situation that I'm facing that
I need to embrace and not evade it
But its got me shaken cuz I'm so afraid of failing
I don't know what would happen if it's all for nothing
And I never make it
And I'm so fucking stressed
I'm trying my hardest
But its made me a mess
I pray to god that it's all worth it by the end
Cuz I'm losing everything I love even my friends
Now I'm feeling like a ghost
Walking down a road that's only painted like gold
Shit
Ya I'm beginning to lose hope
What's the point of this success if I'm gonna be alone