This feeling has caught up with me again
The looming fog has shrouded me in pain
I try to run but it always catches up with me
I'll find pleasure in misery
I changed my hair, changed my face, changed my name
But I couldn't wash away the stench of shame
The truth is I'm a coward at heart
My yellow belly hidden beneath a facade
Another Lie, another day longer
Desire for death is getting stronger
This my punishment, this is torture
I am cursed to live forever
Another day, one step closer to the grave
Take me to the gallows and
Let me hang
Watch me hang!
I pushed the blade deep inside
But my blood just corroded the knife
My venomous heart melting right through the steel
I try to tear it out but I like the way it feels
Sitting there taunting me, the burning sensation haunting me
It's screaming at me
To open my eyes
I watched you burn everything to the fucking ground
Left me with nothing
I'm just a ghost cursed to wander alone
With every day my body grows colder
Put me 6 feet under
Put me 6 feet under
I'll never leave
That's what you said to me
And now you're just a bad memory