Feel it in my bones every godamn night Hope that i'm okay but i cannot lie again It's in my head Tryna find a way to forgive myself For all of my mistakes But i feel like hell Inside I'm losing my mind 'Cause i keep on hurting myself Different ways i still feel the same Everyday Tryna find a lifeline Something i can call mine I know I'm getting cold Tell me what do i do with myself Spinning around i feel like i need help But you won't understand You can't comprehend Tell me what do i do with myself Falling down i know that i need help 'Cause i just realised That i'm wasting my time Please take it all away from underneath I'm filling my body until i can't sleep I know I'm losing control There's only so much that i'd rather lie And just it keep it all bottled up inside I've tried Too many times But i keep on hurting myself Different ways i still feel the same Everyday Tryna find a lifeline Something i can call mine I know I'm getting cold I'm getting cold I'm getting cold I'm getting cold