I guess to you now, I'm just a face in the crowd Oh God, kinda please, would you kill me now? Late at night in my room, lie awake, think of you And all your little dooms Last night I dreamt I still knew you You I carved out a place in this world for two But it's empty without you I've got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless All this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless Confront all the pain like a gift under the tree Oh, please, I can't be who you need me to be I grind in the sunshine, grind in the rain So real that I feel fake Last night I dreamt I still knew you You I carved out a place in this world for two But it's empty without you I've got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless Got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless One day, every candle's gonna run out of wax One day, no one will remember me when they look back I can't stop, can't stop 'til we catch all your ears, though Somewhere between Mike Tyson and Van Gogh You You I carved out a place in this world for two But it's empty without you I've got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless Got all this love I've got to keep to myself, myself, oh All this effort to make it look effortless All this effort to make it look effortless, oh, oh, oh, oh All this effort to make it look effortless, yeah, ooh