It's so hard to be honest Cause I lost my own truth And I think I'm lying I feel I'm cheating All those thoughts in my head Still don't know where I stand It's been a long time since I have seen clearly Caught up in the middle of my own mess Trying to make sense is useless Happy or depressed I can't seem to Make any kind of difference I can't leave but I can't stay Stuck in this swirl of mixed up feelings So sure of nothing, scared to end this I clench my teeth, bite my cheeks You call my name What the hell is going on? You're in my head Maybe that's just not enough What would it take for you to give it all away? There are things I can't ignore You're giving me the world I know It's not deserved And I don't seem to break the distance I created And when you get closer My mind's a million miles away Cause it's not your face I'm looking for in the crowd Caught up in the middle of my own mess Trying to make sense is useless Happy or depressed I can't seem to Make any kind of difference All my colors they turn grey I can't escape my sins But you're the one bringing me light I find comfort in the warmth of your skin You call my name What the hell is going on? You're in my head Maybe that's just not enough What would it take for you to give it all away? There are things I can't ignore Every night and every day I ask myself is she the one Or do I have to get away I can't fix it in my head My mind is going back and forth I can't escape this loop that never ends And I can't leave, these moments we spend They're washing away all the harmful thoughts that I have inside But I can't stay, I need these moments But I can't give you back all the love that you can provide My heart and my brain are messing around I can't solve this problem it's driving crazy You're everything that I need but you're breaking me At the same time I'm turning insane You call my name What the hell is going on? You're in my head Maybe that's just not enough What would it take for you to give it all away? There are things I can't ignore