Melancholy My spirit is stuck deep in a mire I've lost all hopes, I've lost my pride I cannot see what I must find I'm just so goddamn tired Is it that kind of feeling, Which haunts and leaves me reeling, With no guns and no knives Leaving new wounds each night? Is it some kind of emotion, Which demands such devotion? Is it to God whom I'm praying? 'Cause lately I've been straying It makes me feel like screaming When they're always taking not giving But I don't want to give up No need to drink from this cup The chalice of bitter poison With darkness on the horizon I don't need to be forgiven I'm still here among the living I'm doomed to wade through the years In a place where each day's an eternity Oh, how I hope to escape from here Whatever my fate, reveal it to me! Melancholic tears are streaming And I feel like I'm dreaming When I'm flying high You could see if you tried What would you want to see? I'd like to drown in the sea Where there's no haters or lovers Nothing below or above us