Hello my dear beloved Olga Allow me to introduce myself 'Cause I can wait no longer Before I will destroy my health I'm writing you right now my dear To show how much I really care You don't know me but I'm so near My thoughts are flying in the air You are most beautiful, I know You are the aim of many lives One thing I absolutely know is "No!" Your answer to my offer: "Will you be my wife?" Some say: "You never talk to her! Why don't you try to show her all your love?" But I will write to you before I'll cut my veins with this old knife There is no sense without your face Before my eyes, Without your lips Which kiss my neck in a sweet embrace Brings tender shivers down my limbs Just me and you, imagine that I'll never get it all for real And people, what're you staring at? Just let me throw myself under the wheels And all I feel is emptiness Which kills my heart, and so it hurts It's you, my secret killer and my stress Because you rule my strengthless thoughts And all I know I always knew With someone else, for some kind of reason The angel was so close to you But you have chosen demon You'll never know my lips and hands They were for you, it's not a game No hope! My life does not have sense I see no light, I feel no shame Before I leave I want to say I love you, And I will before I die And if that is the only way I will tonight, my love, Goodbye...