One year ago today I tossed away A quarter that i should have saved I faked a farewell fantasy and misbehaved I never made an effort My conscience went After all the time a spent Dollars that i dropped on you Thought you'd say you missed me too So here i am, a friend, in the end i meant To disregarded that birthday card Nailed upon your wall he sent I meant to turn my eyes from everything i shouldn't see An oath I took, you kissed my cheek. Cried yourself to sleep, but never would you admit to me. I always laughed when you laughed Cried when you cried Danced when you danced I lied Laugh when you laugh Cry when you cry Dance when you dance I lied San Francisco pay-phone. So far from home. So many friends, and I'm alone. I faked a farewell fantasy. I lied. You bother me. My conscience gone. This conversation's dragging on. There was once upon a time when you... would miss me too. So here I am, a friend, the end, I meant to disregard that birthday card, Nailed upon your wall he sent. I meant to turn my eyes from everything. Never made a promise. An oath I took, I kissed your cheek. Cried myself to sleep, I won't admit that you see. I always laughed when you laughed Cried when you cried Danced when you danced I lied Laugh when you laugh Cry when you cry Dance when you dance I lied I lied I lied I lied I lied