I was awake Dreamin' about sleepin' And my mistakes And how I keep 'em So close to me So that I'll never Never forget I can't get anywhere Shedding tears over these bottles Celebrating my life at the bottom Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten And I've forgotten What this like before I started stoppin' Fuck this, fuck this, I'm out, I'm out of bullshit to cry about You can pass these fuck you's around I'll be dead and gone when this shit hits the ground Tell me why, why, why, why, why I even fuckin' tried, tried, tried tonight I should just let it die ♪ 'Cause I'm so tired of waitin' for this shit to shine I was asleep Dreamin' about palm trees Then I woke up To lonely city streets I heard the voices Echoed in the back rooms And I had to run around the corner to the barstools Where I was sheddin' tears over these bottles Celebrating my life at the bottom Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten And I've forgotten How to light this fire I've forgotten How to tow this wire I've forgotten What this was like before I started stoppin' Why, why, why, why, why Do I even try, try, try tonight? I should probably let it die ♪ And I'm tired of waitin' for this shit to shine (I am tired of waitin') (I am tired of waitin') (This is my life, this is my time) (It's time to take it!) This is my life, this is my time This is my life, this is my time This is my life, this is my time Time, time, time, time, time