I was back and forth From armed to desperate Lost to fully aware How was your weekend? You get your time alone? It used to sound so peaceful Now it's panic-ridden How was your weekend? I'm alright for now, but I haven't been I got lots of shit behind me Alright for now I'll talk while I can But it hasn't been that easy It's simple talk at best Like "how was your weekend?" I'm alright for now, but I haven't been I got lots of shit behind me Alright for now When I went away I made no decisions I couldn't trust them to me I was too weak then I'm alright for now, but I haven't been I got lots of shit behind me Alright for now, but I haven't been I'm alright for now, but I haven't been I got lots of shit behind me Alright for now