I was meant to be someone Someone who's not like me I was meant to be someone Who's confident at birthday parties I was ready to enjoy Never feeling more secure No one told me all I knew Bout life would be destroyed Replaced with paranoia And a voice I can't ignore Baiting me to start from the ground floor Late twenties are doing bad things to me Digging up dirt and leaving me with debris No one told me the older the more anxiety Not much I know, know, know, know In my late twenties I'm good with new people Not the ones who really know me If they get too close they'll see I'm insecure and that could hurt me It's ugly but it's true I didn't feel this way at twenty two Get too close and you may see that I don't fit the shoe I'll make you think I do All talk no follow through I'd love to give myself a talking to Late twenties are doing bad things to me Digging up dirt and leaving me with debris No one told me the older the more anxiety Not much I know, know, know, know In my late twenties Evaluating all these broken battles That I thought that I'd already won Once was fearless Now I cling to safety Knowing these are my own lies I've spun Late twenties are doing bad things to me Digging up dirt and leaving me with debris No one told me the older the more anxiety Not much I know, know, know, know In my late twenties