Lord do you even listen?
Maybe you're not there?
Why's everything against me?
Maybe you don't care?
I am a wretch I am worm.
I am addicted to these germs infecting my own heart.
See it'storn apart...
Chased the world filledwith empty promises.
Left abandoned, stripped of confidence.
Ashamed in failure, remain anonymous.
Hitting rock bottom but it seems it's bottomless.
Emotional state in disbelief.
Job, finances, house, swept from under me.
20 G's a month to a Chapter 7.
Downing in the sorrows of my Great Depression.
Washed ashore by waves of mercy.
Beaten, battered, broken, thirsty.
Hungry, weak, torn, filthy, dirty.
What would Holy want with something so unworthy.
But you picked me up, cleansed, renewed me.
Eyes were blind, restored my viewing.
To see Your Word pierce a heart of concrete.
Raising life through the cracks of my defeat.
I Will trust in you.
When all my world may crash and burn.
I will trust in you.
I'm trusting in your promise and your Word.
I mostly wander the road; for this life is not my home.
Sojourner is now my nature.
I can feel fatigue in my bones.
Loneliness is my companion and trust a detested foe.
I hate being misunderstood, forsaken, and on my own.
Left in my mind to wallow, and fight this his heart of stone.
I just want my voice to be heard.
Truly, I just want to be known.
Wanna feel the warmth of affection.
Wanna see that I'm not alone.
Lord I know that you listne.
I know that you're there.
For the cross and your affliction was to show you care.
Up there you hung and their you cried.
In you the wrath was satisfied and arms spead wide you loved me.
Arms spread wide you loved me!
I will trust in You.
When all my world around my crash and burn.
I will trust in you.
I'm trusting in Your promise and Your Word.
Lord I will give you the pen to my soul.
Write me in your story for in you I am whole.
So I will trust in you.
When all the sands of life have washed away.
I will trust in you.
So promise me your love which never fades.