I thought it'd make me feel better
I don't know how to not waste your time
I can't think of a better way
To defend myself and the things I say
I guess I meant it when I said I couldn't do this
Didn't wanna lie
But then I drink and I call you late at night
You pick me up and yeah we have a fight
I don't need you to get me through
But it's nice to talk to someone new
Is it playing if I told you the truth
You know the drill so it is up to you
I don't wanna waste your time
But I don't wanna be alone
I guess I'm looking for
Someone that feels like home
I thought it'd make me feel better
I don't know how to not waste your time
I can't think of a better way
To defend myself and the things I say
Would you love me if I told you that I
Wasn't mad but if I think about it I still cry
Am I weak for all the times I forget how to breath
Or am I strong knowing not to string you along
I know it hurt when you said that you loved me
I just looked at the sky
I'll ignore how you make me feel high
I'm not ready to admit it I'd rather die
Am I using you to pass the time
Do I like you I can't make up my mind
You'll break your heart with this
I lean forward and give you a kiss
I don't wanna waste your time
But I don't wanna be alone
I guess I'm looking for
Someone that feels like home
I thought it'd make me feel better
I don't know how to not waste your time
I can't think of a better way
To defend myself and the things I say
Would you love me if I told you I didn't want this
To be honest I never tried
Is it wrong I pretended like I needed you
Waste your time just to get me through