And I never thought that we would just end
But I chose to love me instead
I couldn't see and I couldn't believe
All of the pain that would set me free
I guess I would find all up in my mind
All of the darkness I thought was mine
And I would just see that over in time
That I would feel better if I left you behind
Well you see the thing is well we're not the same
We have different colour brains
And yours is black and mine is red
I think that I'll choose to love me instead
I'm feeling better now I'm in my own bed
'Cause yours was just fucking with my head
And my dad says it's good to have feelings
And my mum says it's fine to not feel from time to time
And I'm, I'm growing into my skin
And I'm a better version moving without you I'm good
I'm feeling better and I'm feeling good
I'm feeling better than I thought that I could
I'm going real far and I'm going real fast
I got tunnel vision won't see me come last
I'm feeling whole I'm not feeling the same
I'm finally feeling better after all of this pain
I couldn't even feel found it hard to fly
I think that I was well but then I want to cry
I couldn't get out of bed, I think of you instead
I couldn't even breathe, never wanted to leave
I didn't wanna talk to anyone but me
And the four walls that I trapped myself in
The way that I would sin, the people I would kiss
'Cause your the one that I planted a bell on
I guess the pain in my chest just helped me write this song
And you'll never find someone like me
I built myself up so I could pack up and leave
And I'm better now that you're not around
Your shitty attitude ain't bringing me down
And my dad says it's good to have feelings
And my mum says it's fine to not feel from time to time
And I'm, I'm growing into my skin
And I'm a better version moving without you I'm good
I guess you start feeling grateful
That the universe never gave you what you thought you wanted
When you lacked the capacity to understand what you actually needed
And I'm a better version moving without you I'm good