Before the sun rises I will be gone All this guilt I am holding it feels like a ton I want to stay away forever I'll run 'til I reach open water, and I will be drunk on this freedom I'll stare straight into the sun and it feels like a ton of bricks Cause I was wrong I was wrong Does this mean you are upset too? So why do I have to bother asking why? I can hold out forever 'til the worst part is over Will you see me the same way when a year has gone by? They say that time heals all bruises and I say they just get repressed I can't swallow this feeling This pain is next to none and it feels like a ton of bricks Last night I wanted to die