I struggle with this thing inside of me
All these fears they overpower me
A battle I fight each and everyday
Your words mean nothing you don't have shit to say
Don't have a fucking thing to say
Hate, fear, pain, are the things I feel
So take the knife so I can feel something real
Hate, fear, pain, are the things I feel
So take the knife so I can feel something real
Knock me down, pick me up again
Feels like I'm trapped in insanity
As it pulls me down, I pull away
Everything stays the same
Until you've lived a day, you'll never know the pain
The only comfort from the falling rain
All these things I feel are real
I'm only human I don't know if I can fucking deal
Don't know if I can fucking deal
Knock me down, pick me up again
Feels like I'm trapped in insanity
As it pulls me down, I pull away
Everything stays the same
Hope turns to hate, there's nothing left to say
As I close my eyes, darkness is where I lay
Tension building in my veins
All the words flowing through my brain
Rage, I contain, madness takes control
All my life it takes a toll
Don't tell me what's real, I know how feel
Put my throat to steel, end the infection
Don't tell me what's real, I know how I feel
Put my throat to steel, it has become surreal
Knock me down, pick me up again
Feels like I'm trapped in insanity
As it pulls me down, I pull away
Everything stays the same
Hope turns to hate, there's nothing left say
As I close my eyes, darkness is where I lay