Last month was not my best Thank god for my life vest Move like unwelcome guest Shallow breath left my chest I gave this all my hopes Smoke helps me stay afloat Love is from my last name Well up and own my shame I don't wanna feel this Stalled out in the drive All alone with the street lights Live my truth it could be nice It could be nice It could be nice It could be nice I just wanna vacation From here Lets disappear Ill find my cheer I don't wanna talk to anyone Everyone lost my interest I don't wanna talk with anyone Everyone lost my interest I don't wanna walk with anyone I don't wanna talk with anyone I don't wanna do all the things that they do anymore I don't wanna talk right now Could you give me a couple weeks to calm down I don't wanna feel this Stalled out in the drive All alone with the street lights Live my truth it could be nice It could be nice It could be nice It could be nice Its unclear what i want I'm lost and i'm out of thought I don't know how to share I'm running out of time I gotta think of mine I gotta think its mine Have to take a hit Just to go to sleep Im okay