Here we go I don't know how to tell you You don't know how to be me Tell myself in the mirror Damn this shit been on repeat Take a chance this my speech Took a breath I can't speak Take a shot like Aubrey Troubled thoughts pass by me Reading texts from my past Girlies give me all the sass Yeah I fight with my moms So stubborn that it always lasts So numb can't feel a bit Act a fool for the hell of it Do it sober- rather take a hit So fucked not celibate This is my life don't celebrate If I'm at your crib then I took a break From this long ass week I've been working straight When it's my time My third offense On the record I plead guilty I killed the beat I had no defense I'm on a mission What am I missing? What if make it? Who are we kidding? I'm on a mission What am I missing? What if make it? Who are we kidding? I might just reel in I'm hooked This that feeling I'm hooked I might just reel in I'm hooked This that feeling I'm hooked This that sold out I'm booked Hit that ceiling I'm shook It's those mushrooms we swallowed And all the worries they took Life is blurry Can't wait till thirties My watch is running fast these days ain't in a hurry A quarter past my 15 minutes of shine I'm bright Make it last give me your digits we up all night What a decision to land on We out, take flight We on the come down now So all the chairs upright No new friends in my plans I got the ones that I'll need We want houses on mountains I want your hands to the clouds and all of you thunderous shouting All of you thunderous shouting I'm on a mission What am I missing? What if make it? Who are we kidding? I'm on a mission What am I missing? What if make it? Who are we kidding? I might just reel in I'm hooked This that feeling I'm hooked I might just reel in I'm hooked This that feeling I'm hooked I might just reel in I'm hooked This that feeling I'm hooked I might just reel in I'm hooked This that feeling I'm hooked I must be tripping or I'm faded Maybe a mix of both Baby just raise your glass and make a toast 30K so I quit Excuse me for I shall boast And it's a tough decision to admit but D can never coast I can see the shore I might be unsure But no longer drowning I'm no longer frowning I won't be ignored Walked away and then locked the door Maybe I don't want that comfort anymore Maybe I don't need it I'd rather starve than pout in a cubicle Trapped for hours thinking life ain't beautiful Tell me what you would do You know I had to leave it feeling mad defeated