Yeah Aye
I tend to get a bit excessive
Whenever I'm into someone I never seem to learn my lesson
I get so excited and then I make a bad impression
When I get nervous I enter a fucking panic
No companion cause I'm manic and I don't
Hold nothing back for nobody that's always been the goal
What you see is what you get probably why I've always been alone
So it seems that I won't find the girl of my dreams no
'Less I find a way to keep my motherfucking mouth under control
How the hell can I can connect with somebody I'm not allowed
To be myself gotta use stealth isn't faking bad for my health
I'm a wealth of knowledge and a bundle of fun but no one
Wanna take the time to see it cause I'm way too much
Let me give y'all a taste of what I mean at seventeen
I read every Harry Potter in two weeks didn't sleep cause I had to be
An expert to impress her shit was crazy I know I can be a jester
My gestures be a lot I'm ain't lazy
'Nother time I heard this girls favorite artist was Rihanna
So I took it on myself
To listen to all her albums in a day no commas
Tried to start a conversation told her all about my album rankings
I wasted a bunch of time got no reply just alienation
You can blame it on my ADD Awolnation
I'm impatient when I'm dating my heart is racing
The temptation to make a statement
That's outrageous is contagious
I'm so brainless and maybe
If I listened more then I'd get out of stasis
I'm just looking for connection
I wanna find someone and live out my dreams like inception
Not one for deception I just want affection I'm restless
Cause my life's rejection that shit is depressing
I'm destined to fail
Long as my mouth be my Achilles heal
Under the veil I be pale I'm fucking scared
Can I prevail every attempts no avail
I'm tryna stay positive but I don't think god will answer my prayers
Woah man that was like sick
Dude I ain't done that was nothing man
You should see me talk about like anime
And all of my friends in happy pairings
Tell me that it just takes time
And that imma find somebody oh when rid the thought from my mind
No point tryna force shit it's not that important
You can live a happy life without a wife
Don't sweat it then the future will be bright
What you think I've being doing I went years without looking
For the one it was fun but I'm done with the hook ups and the hunt
Cause when I wasn't searching nobody found me in the fray
I should never say never but I'll never
Find somebody less I'm playing the game
But whenever I do I always get hurt
I'm cursed if I ever open to somebody I get burned
I've learned nothing apparently cause every time I try
I reprise my mistakes never make any strides I'm insane
Can I break from my pattern then obtain ever after
I can't fucking wait til next chapter
When I get to put a ring on it Saturn
That don't matter if I can't turn the page I'm afraid
Cause this weight makes me hate fate
So is this my destiny or can I change Vader
Can I be quiet and turn down my gain faders
But how do I peal back the onion to show layers
When my stupid mouth makes em daughters go home Mayer
Who says there no such thing I know something missing
Girls got me free fallin love on the weekend
Is not what I'm looking for no I want clarity
But when I speak always feel as though Gravity's working against me
I put so much pressure on myself
To find my person but forcing it isn't gon help
I know that well but I excel
At overdoing my come-ons and forcing the girls into saying farewell
I got a habit of putting all my eggs in one basket
So whenever I do stupid it's so classic
I always wonder what happened I'm clueless it's real tragic
Probably would have better luck if I was in a straight jacket
Probably would have better luck if I was in a straight jacket
The problem with my habit is it's a magnet for dramatics
And people love to bash in what I say with a fucking hatchet
They say I'm a basket case who cracking I ain't laughing
Cause women got a talent for name trashing and being savage
In fact it's impossible for me to break the cycle
Cause my reputations been stained my big mouth just went viral
And now every girl in the city
Be judging me quickly cause men can't be innocent everyone's guilty
I don't what imma fucking do
Should I give up and just up and move
Got red in my ledger I want it gone
My future is black this my widow song
I need a change of pace
I looking for clean slate cause I wanna get my record erased
My words are weapons and I'm a felon in essence
My bad impressions would lesson if I turned down from eleven
It's time do something and I'm ready to adjust
Imma shush my mouth and hush up for once
So from this moment on I'm revamping my ways I'm shutting up
Cause the reason I'm alone is I motherfucking talk too much