In the depths of despair I make myself home (The only place I've ever known) It draws me in So I stare at the ceiling Please salt my wounds So I can prove to myself That I feel something more than this nothing But for now swallow me whole I spiral into the dark Watch me unravel as I fall apart I spiral back to the start Trapped in a cycle controlling my heart I fear you'll feel my burden Disconnected in my brain Pessimistic, I fixate Self-inflicted injury Masochistic misery The abyss is convincing me It's just how it is and always will be Pinned my heart to my sleeve You watched it bleed and mistook it for apathy Please salt my wounds So I can prove to myself That I feel something more than this nothing But for now I spiral into the dark Watch me unravel as I fall apart I spiral back to the start Trapped in a cycle controlling my heart ♪ This chasm in my chest It's only emptiness left Expecting nothing less I end where I began I spiral into the dark Watch me unravel as I fall apart I spiral back to the start Trapped in a cycle controlling my heart I spiral This chasm in my chest I spiral It's only emptiness