You forgot I'm sorry I'm sorry Are you trying to convince somebody of something again? I'm sorry to all of you You caught on and you've known me the longest I haven't been entirely forthright with you, I ♪ What was that other thing you were doing? He was Vandran What do you mean he was Vandran? My captain, Vandran Was a man of great renown and respect And I wanted to emulate him, I wanted to be him So you were talking like him Yes It was charming I, um ♪ I didn't like being a pawn or a puppet I didn't know where it was going to lead, and I don't, I don't know Do you feel pure, free, cleansed? (I feel different) I feel less weight And at the same time, a bit less valuable ♪ Everywhere Vandran went He was heralded as a leader, respected People quieted when he spoke Without raising his voice That was never quite the case when I talked It was different And the first time I adopted that speech And changed the way that I looked Everyone listened, everyone was quiet That felt better So I figured No Vandran, might as well fill that void Maybe it would suit me, serve me I think it did, for a while ♪ He seems to be at peace That is not how I felt I don't feel at peace And that seems wrong