I swear tomorrow i wake up Surrounded by my selfdoubts And ask myself what pills to take To let go of the shame Once again, my mind departs Through the endless world of Fading stars Through the blinding rays broken light Far from the pain and out of sight Once again im tryna feel Some love and something comforting One more line to make things right in One more shot to feel alright I swear tomorrow i wake up Surrounded by my selfdoubts And ask myself what pills to take To let go of the shame The self I've always I used to know Seem to always speak truth Tell me how many tries It takes for me To find comfort in myself I lock myself away From those peering eyes Away from everything That warms my heart inside I lock myself Away so that no-one can be Once again so close to me Ive been hiding away for far too long I can barely grasp what it means to feel alive Telling myself to walk away Never turn around and see the day Never turn around and feel the shame Telling myself to walk away Telling myself to walk away Never turn around and see the day Never turn around and feel the shame Telling myself to walk away Ive been hiding away for far too long I can barely grasp what it means to feel alive I swear tomorrow i wake up Surrounded by my selfdoubts And Ask myself what pills to take to let go of the shame The self I've always used to know seems to always speak the truth Tell me how many times I had to be someone I've never wanted to