Somehow my bones drifted apart and It's no one's fault that I lost myself My head doesn't want to rest on my own shoulders again And I can't be drunk alone with my thoughts and gin Just learn to relax Drink the hot water rolling off my back Make me a new routine Break the old habits enveloping me My voice cracks on how to say this right I'll never trust myself When selfish thoughts react I've done myself in again I turned into the demon I've sworn to always rise against