The fire's coming from the garden But I don't want to see It's times like these I'm fucking starving For some rest and dopamine And now the headaches are starting Cause I'm trying to sleep I'm sick of stressing regardless Of what's happened to me Why's anybody ask if I'm still up? Half empty is the glass need a fill up What's running toward the past gonna give us? They said I'd look back and laugh But I guess last laugh's for the winners I've been sad that I lived up To everything I thought that I had gotten rid of And now the flowers in the back are being lit up And all I can do is laugh at the fact that the flames were never bigger I feel the temperatures rising As the smoke takes a turn The fire's already climbing Let's watch the rosebushes burn Desire fueled by the lightning But ash is all we deserve I'm planting seeds, though, despite this They like to think I still hurt Now ask me what did I learn When I watched everything burn When I watched everything burn When I watched everything burn When I watched everything burn