Dancing on a tightrope I don't really know why though That's the last time I'll have high hopes At least I'll fall in style Because I don't- I don't have a while, at all Before I tire Of dancing on this tightrope And now I know I won't know how to smile When I've walked several miles Across this tightrope It's all a lie It's all a lie It's all a lie you tell yourself But so don't I Yea, so don't I Believe the lies I tell myself Back and forth with backwards dreaming Sad and hurt these last four seasons I said it's worth it but I don't believe it "It takes hard work," I said to grant reason Last report I said I'm bleeding That's when you ignored me for a weekend Moved me from the floor and to the peak When your only plan was to jump and leave me- Balancing above the deepest end Back and forth I'm leaning again I'm high, appalled, and fucking freezing Let me fall or I'll keep dancing