I was so damn close to leaving I was so damn close to breathing I was so damn stupid, thought I needed it So stupid, thought I needed it I was so damn close to leaving I was so damn close to breathing I was so damn stupid, thought I needed it So stupid, thought I needed it So, uh, uh, ay Did this shit four times in a row, you my ex, I'm spoke I ain't tryna do this no more, how the fuck do I go? Turn me into a bad father, someone make me ghost No airs, no crisp, but somehow nigga toast Goddamn it How was I so laid back? How the fuck she do it? How the hell I get caught up with a groupie? Pleasure over business don't mix, I'm stupid Ay, I knew it I didn't say shit but I knew you knew it That didn't pay shit but you made a movie Tryna release it, go tell the world I got a big dick I was so damn close to leaving I was so damn close to breathing I was so damn stupid, thought I needed it So stupid, thought I needed it I was so damn close to leaving I was so damn close to breathing I was so damn stupid, thought I needed it So stupid, thought I needed it I shoulda never came home with ya I shoulda never let you spit game to me I shoulda just went with my friends Shoulda just went home to count hands But I had to fuck with you, girl Had to fuck up the night Had to fuck up my shit But you could never fuck up my life, na na na na na na I was so damn close to leaving I was so damn close to breathing I was so damn stupid, thought I needed it So stupid, thought I needed it I was so damn close to leaving I was so damn close to breathing I was so damn stupid, thought I needed it So stupid, thought I needed it