Staring at the wall again
Contemplating a blank disaster
I kept drowning in my own mistakes
In hopes that I would change
I'm misguided and misplaced
Misguided and misplaced
I'm sitting alone in my safe haven
Staring at myself throughout the window
And realized that I've lost control
Another perfect crime
Kept overthinking, my mind kept sinking
The situation's getting
Way deeper than it should be
I knew you saw right through me
And I saw myself lying in bed
The sheets were up to my head
I've never felt so low
I've never felt so low
Do you remember all those smudges
That I left upon your glasses when we kissed
At 2am while watching "The Breakfast Club"?
Maybe you can't recall, maybe you can't recall
You kept your distance
But I kept you closer more than ever
I feel your breath still running down my neck
Four years and I still can't forget
Saw myself lying in bed
The sheets were up to my head
I've never felt so low
I've never felt so low
I can't replace it, it goes to show that
I can't escape it
With tired eyes I'm hoping
To gain perspective of what I'm facing
I'll write because I just want to let you know
I can't say anything face to face
Again