I'm erasing the memories in my head That I thought were real Cuz I no longer want to remember the way you made me feel Tried to tell me that you changed And all I had to do was trust But you were lying to yourself It was never only us Hiding, lying, and sneaking And then you'd wonder why My mind was full of confusion But I could never say goodbye No matter how hard I tried I regret all the days gone by Fighting for what was never mine Wish I didn't go and waste that time Playing all your stupid games Its my fault that I trusted you Living paranoid by the things you'd do Now I just have one last thing to say Before I walk away I'm the only one to blame You know you couldn't ever just show me That you let go of your past And each time we ruined our present Instead of forward we went back You gave me every reason to panic And question everything you said No, that's no way to be living Monsters running through your head Hiding, lying, and sneaking And then you'd wonder why My mind was full of confusion But I could never say goodbye No matter how hard I tried I regret all the days gone by Fighting for what was never mine Wish I didn't go and waste that time Playing all your stupid games Its my fault that I trusted you Living paranoid by the things you'd do Now I just have one last thing to say Before I walk away I'm the only one to blame I wanna thank you for the things that you taught me All of the lessons and the memories you brought me I'm even grateful for the pain that you caused me Now I've released all the demons that fought me I wanna thank you for the things that you taught me All of the lessons and the memories you brought me I'm even grateful for the pain that you caused me I regret all the days gone by Fighting for what was never mine Wish I didn't go and waste that time Playing all your stupid games Its my fault that I trusted you Living paranoid by the things you'd do Now I just have one last thing to say Before I walk away I'm the only one to blame I'm the only one to blame I'm the only one to blame I'm the only one to blame I'm erasing the memories in my head That I thought were real Cuz I no longer want to remember the way you made me feel