I'm not scared of death The thought relieves me and it's always there But no one knows what's next Still I could take my life, to be anywhere but here I'm lost in my head Nothing makes sense, I don't know who I am I just need some help And to seperate myself from everything I'd always wondered if you'd let me in I feel like I've wasted my life Trying to be something that I'm not All I've heard, is it gets better before the end But the end is what I want, it's all I've got I can't tell the difference from my past or present The guilt that I hold just to keep you alive But who the gonna miss me when I'm gone? The exit seems clearer when there's no more light All that's left of me is fake smiles and cold hearts Would the pain go if I dived right in? I've gotta find the comfort in the fucking silence It's either that or the voices I'm hearing And there it is That sinking feeling Tightening my chest I'll shed my skin and start again And there it is That sinking feeling I'd always wondered if you'd let me in I feel like I've wasted my life Trying to be something that I'm not All I've heard, is it gets better before the end But the end is what I want, it's all I've got I feel like I've wasted my life Trying to be something that I'm not All I've heard, is it gets better before the end But the end is what I want, it's all I've got