Was I acting so different Or was it just the change you need? Never mind the past few years and how I've been It's only the friends I care about, And I care about what they think You know nothing of who I am, And you mean nothing to me I'll just sit inside these four walls Pull myself apart, and hope the pieces fit the same I'm so used to calling this place my home I guess it was selfish for me to think that way I'll just smile and close off Like these wounds I have buried Keep myself at arms length Cause you all sound the same If you shut up, heard me cry out for helping Maybe you'd keep assumptions to yourself, And leave me to feel my own pain This is the worst birthday that I'll ever have I've never felt so unsafe in any space I've ever had All of my friends have decided to Look away and turn their back I'm outside and alone, Just another night with my whole life packed I don't have the answers, All I can tell is how I've been feeling I've been tired of whispers, I just want the waves to take me in I don't have the answers, All I can tell is how I've been feeling I've been tired of whispers, I just want the waves to take me in This is the worst birthday that I'll ever have I've never felt so unsafe in any space I've ever had All of my friends have decided to Look away and turn their back I'm outside and alone, Just another night with my whole life packed