The autumn breeze reminds me of the times when we were kids When you'd run onto my front lawn and wait for me to leave I know I never was the one that anyone would want to be I'll cut my hair and change my clothes but I know that I'm still me Sometimes I prefer being alone, and strange as it is I don't want to be home Sick of feeling I'm worth nothing, with the weight that holds me down In a rut, losing sleep These things are starting to mean nothing to me And the air around me I can feel it change and I don't want to drive you insane Averting your eyes when I'm no longer smiling Sometimes it all gets too much Opening up to a half-empty cup and I feel it coming in all at once These things mean nothing to me In a rut, losing sleep These things are starting to mean nothing to me And the air around me I can feel it change and I don't want to drive you insane Sick of feeling I'm worth nothing And this weight won't hold me down