Ten pounds I'm fighting just to breathe
Carry the weight, carry the weight, carry the weight
You, by the door, saw that I see
Just let it go, just let it go, just let it go
I was sure my mind was made up
Can't stay anymore
But I won't make the same mistake.
I'm taking control again -
Finding myself in the moment.
Won't interrupt, I'm waking up -
Breaking the hell of a shell that I'm in -
Saving my soul in the moment
Ten months an empty shade of gray
Wait for the shock
Wait for your knock, wait for your knock
I make you believe that I'm okay
When will it end?
I can't pretend, I can't pretend
I was sure my mind was made up
Can't stay anymore
But, I won't make the same mistake.
I'm taking control again -
Finding myself in the moment.
Won't interrupt, I'm waking up -
Breaking the hell of a shell that I'm in -
Saving my soul in the moment.
I was sure my mind was made up...
Can't stay anymore.
But, I won't make the same mistake
I was sure,
But, I don't have to suffocate anymore
And I don't have to be so sure.
I'm taking control again -
Finding myself in the moment.
Won't interrupt, I'm waking up -
Breaking the hell of a shell that I'm in -
Saving my soul in the moment.