I won't hide from the way I am I'm not a saint or a sacrificial lamb Give me everything, I'll give you nothing All I'll leave behind is all that I am From fear, won't step aside from fear (I won't apologize) I feel alive when I When I get triggered by your killing words And broken pieces of you I come alive when I Bring out my best when I'm worst It's my tragedy, my curse All I'm taking with me's what I've become Friend or enemy, I will never give in I will never back down, I won't feel ashamed I don't compromise, no regrets have a prize From fear, I won't step aside from fear (I won't apologize) I feel alive when I When I get triggered by your killing words And broken pieces of you I come alive when I Bring out my best when I'm worst It's my tragedy, my curse I know I'll hurt you in the end but I know I can't help it I will bury you along with your dishonesty All you feed me is your killing words, but I will break them I will never learn I'm always best when I'm worst I feel alive when I When I get triggered by your killing words And broken pieces of you I come alive when I Bring out my best when I'm worst It's my tragedy, my curse Your killing words won't break me I'll go beyond where it hurts It's my tragedy, my curse Your killing words won't break me I'm at my best when I'm worst It's my tragedy, my curse