I wanna rip my hair out Good riddance to the boiling caps I'm gonna eat my face off My hands are clenching in my lap Hot flushes in a cold room Spinning like a hurricane Resilience is pointless And every day it's just the same I wish you would fuck me up forever I want you to smash me with a massive club I wish you would fuck me up forever I want you to rob me of my genuine love The temperature is rising How can a body feel so cold Whatever is the policy I'm doing what I'm getting told My propaganda's made up It's moving to another place The walls are moving closer Annihilated gutter space I wish you would fuck me up forever I want you to smash me with a massive club I wish you would fuck me up forever I want you to rob me of my genuine love I smoke and masturbate I'm a dopamine chaser And I haven't left my flat for days, sir I smoke and masturbate I'm a dopamine chaser And I haven't left my flat for days, sir I smoke and masturbate I'm a dopamine chaser And I haven't left my flat for days, sir I smoke and masturbate I'm a dopamine chaser And I haven't left my flat for days, sir I wish you would fuck me up forever I want you to smash me with a massive club I wish you would fuck me up forever I want you to rob me of my genuine love