Today I washed my makeup away so the mirror could see my face I wanted all my pain to portray what my words could not say Cause I'll never be good enough They see my tears and call my bluff Gotta tough it out and suck it up to stay, to stay Keep on runnin to the top, no time to breathe, no time to stop But I... Gotta shut the world out and breakdown so I can see what's left of me Time for me to be alone, where I feel home and remember what I believe I just wanna cry out loud, cuz it's the only sound that will truly set me free I'm standing still to say to you, I'm not perfect Just thought you should know So hard I can't find my way and I'm tired of all this rain I'm damaged and so ashamed, only half my soul remains Cause I'll never be pretty enough They see my tears and call my bluff Gotta tough it out and suck it up to stay, to stay Keep on runnin to the top, no time to breathe, no time to stop But I... Gotta shut the world out and breakdown so I can see what's left of me Time for me to be alone, where I feel home and remember what I believe I just wanna cry out loud, cuz it's the only sound that will truly set me free I'm standing still to say to you I'm not perfect, perfect Ooh, I'm so afraid, so afraid Of change, change And ooh, I know it's the only way Gotta shut the world out and breakdown so I can see what's left of me Time for me to be alone, where I feel home and remember what I believe What I believe I just wanna cry out loud cuz it's the only sound that will truly set me free It will set me free I'm standing still to say to you I'm not perfect, perfect Just thought you should know Just thought you should know