I need a doctor You're not a doctor But you're close and stuff I'm alright but I might throw up Drove back from Florida Where you decided I wasn't enough Just like my father (Who we don't talk about) And are you happy now? This what you wanted? Don't say it aloud Some things are better in your mouth Somethings are better in your mouth Went for vacation in Ontario It was warm but you hate the snow I was too scared to let you go And I didn't want to let you know I fucking hate it and the string's attached I'm always anxious praying that you like me back You're in your spaceship I'm at my nine to five Trying to be the kind of girl I think you'd like Trying to be the kind of girl I think you'd like Are you happy now? Are you happy now? (I need a doctor) Are you happy now? Are you happy now? And it was 103 when Fever broke then This the part that I can't stomach Sarafem and Ibuprofen and a Diagnosis with no reaction Jesus Christ I always do this And what'd I tell you? I swear I knew it It's in my blood to never be loved, And to care too much, And to almost be enough