I'm living on the edge of control Now I don't know where to go But I don't think I'll ever need Your money, your power, and your greed I'm living on the edge of control I cannot remember no more Now, I don't want to complain But how do I get back again? ♪ I'm living on the edge of control I've decided to make it my home I sit here with my drink on the ledge And watch people go over the edge I'm living on the edge of control Looking for a home for my soul This is as free as I'm going to be Better than the faces I see in the city ♪ I'm living on the edge of control Oblivion was never my goal But to pack up now and just leave Would be against everything I believe I'm living on the edge of control And it's starting to take its toll I cannot go forward, I cannot go back I just have to wait for the heart attack I'm living on the edge of control Now it's time for my big show I put on my clown suit and dance My existence stretches into the expanse I'm living on the edge of control I know that I'll never feel whole But I tried to fill the hole in my heart And you seem like a good place to start ♪ I'm living on the edge of control I know that I'll never feel whole But I tried to fill the hole in my heart And you seem like a good place to start (to start, to start, to start)