I'm in over my head, is this all for real?
Got caught having trouble sleeping
Days drag on, I can't pretend
I'm not trying to deal with a life that I wouldn't call living
I keep laying in my bed all day
And I'm trying to get through this
Face myself in the mirror
But nothing makes sense at all, I'm stuck here waiting
So I'll say it again, I don't expect
You to understand how I've felt
All these hours I've pretended
So I'll say it again, you came and went
You were never a friend, never helped
All these hours I attempt sober living
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Sober living
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And it's down to the wire
The clock's ticking
Don't know if I'm staying or leaving
But it gets harder every day
To feel something real and stay sane
Keep losing my grip on everything
So wake me up from this dream
I've lived in so long and the walls are caving in
And I'm trying to get through this
Face myself in the mirror
But nothing makes sense at all, I'm stuck here waiting
Say it again, I don't expect
You to understand how I've felt
All these hours I've pretended
So I'll say it again, you came and went
You were never a friend, never helped
All these hours I attempt sober living
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Sober living
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I can't keep running
I'm short of breath now
I need to be stronger than this
I can't keep running now
I have a problem, it's real, these things do exist
A problem, it's real, these things do
So I'll say it again, I don't expect
You to understand how I've felt
All these hours I've pretended
So I'll say it again, you came and went
You were never a friend, never helped
All these hours I attempt sober living
♪
Sober living